Autour Love’s son Javon Saadig Jackson was murdered in a drive-by shooting on Dec. 1, 2016. He was 19. “All of the anger I let go when I was younger grew back inside me. The coroner didn’t even lay a sheet over my son’s dead body,” Love said. “I left the streets for my son to learn from my past life lessons. All I can do now is lay back, ask God for answers, because the streets won’t give me answers.”